Thursday, November 7, 2019

Adjustment

So... I'm capable of bleeding now... That's fun. I'm also still capable of feeling pain, which is also fun.

Also Jeer and a bunch of his Towerborn have headed into Seattle and began calling themselves the Forest Wardens... They have been asking others to join them. Some have. A few of my Towerborn have defected to join him... Oh right The Towerborn are gaining autonomy now which is again... Fun. Rioter is still silent and I don't know what he's going to do. I think maybe instead of waiting... I should go see him and try to reason with him.

Yeah the time for sitting back and letting this get worse is over, but... I'm a little... afraid.

I bleed... I feel pain... My mechanical body feels soft and vulnerable now... I'm scared. I think... I might be killable now and I don't want to die.

I'm scared if I leave the relative safety of this place... Anything could happen and what if Rioter's already made up his mind and he attacks me. I don't think I could win a fight with him and I don't trust my Towerborn anymore. I don't know what to do.

I feel so weak and vulnerable... How... How do humans stand this sensation?